Hi, Joe,
i’ve been reading Leah’s blog for a while and clicked over one day to find out about this Joe that she mentions from time to time. You sound like someone who is going through deep personal tumult. You may have discussed it previously, but I wonder what sparked this deep angst? From reading your blog it sounds as though you have been sent spinning into some personal abyss. I see that you are doing deep introspection and seeking out retreats and you post things like this advice post but you really seem to be still searching for something. What is it?