never enough

06 aug 2002 ยท by Joe Crawford

never enough for me
always wanting more
of myself
of others
trying to do more
and be more
seeking what?


why must i always want more than i can have?
why do i have such a problem with:
      “to accept the things i cannot change”
i should be able to understand myself
i want to know my limitations

but the thing is
my best moments
are when i bust through my limitations
moving myself past what seemed like my boundaries

so why is it never enough?
why is it so hard to have a moment of peace
of accepting where i am
and being serene and calm in it?

i want a moment where things are enough.
a moment of calm clarity,
when i can accept things as they are.
accept MYSELF as i am.

how do i find
      “the wisdom to know the difference”

always questions.