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What Bodysurfing Taught Me About Life Away From The Water

Zachary invited me to trade blog posts. He suggested a blog post title — “What Bodysurfing Taught Me About Life Away From The Water” — for me, and I did the same for him. I suggested How Travel Is An Engine For Writing. This was inspired by Let’s trade blogposts! by Kami.


Social Media Tells Partial Truths

People think I go in the ocean every day. I try to post something to the web every time I go in the ocean.

I do that so much that people who see my posts in Instagram, or on this blog, think I go in the ocean every day. During the pandemic I decided to post each and every time I went swimming. That started at YMCA pools, and then expanded to trips to the beach.

I swim; I post.

I bodysurf; I post.

But it’s not every day.

It’s more like 1 in 3 days a week.

That misimpression people have has taught me that “social media is not real life.”

What we amplify to others is telling a story that takes root in the minds of the people to whom we tell that story.

Be where you are

Waves are crashing on beaches every few seconds. As you’ve been reading this dozens of waves have crashed at my current-favorite break: Ocean Beach in San Diego.

Each wave was a chance for a really great; really fun; really incredible ride.

I am missing each one.

I could view this as a failure–after all, I want to ride more waves, and I want to get better at riding waves.

I am missing out on those waves.

But I am not in the ocean. I am typing on a keyboard. I am writing a blog post.

It does no good to, say, beat myself up for what I’m not doing.

Rather, I am focused on what I am doing. and there’s a real value in that.

Pay attention

In the water, riding a wave depends on timing. Every wave is a bit different. Every wave is a dynamic moving physical shape defined by the intersection of water, wind, sand, rock, swell, weather, temperature, pressure, the shape of the shoreline.

I can’t know how each wave will break.

There are places in the world, famously Pipeline in Hawaii, that break predictably, and even they are not 100% predictable.

So a person who wants to ride a wave has to watch each wave. It’s a calculus problem in motion. And to ride it I must pay 100% attention.

If I don’t I will not ride it. I might get hurt. I might run into another person in the water.

I need to be “heads up.” That lesson applies everywhere. If I am not paying attention, I will miss what’s good, and I’ll miss what might harm me.

There’s another chance

This lesson is one I already knew. I’m in my fifties now, and I have been lucky enough to get new chances on many fronts. Relationships, jobs, moves. And I get a second chance.

And waveriding teaches that lesson too. There’s always another wave. Another session in the water.

And so, I keep going.


If you’re interested in trading blog posts with me, please do reach out. I’m around.

Snuck a session before Create Day

it was cool but short

Brief but important for a day of code.

There’ve been some good rides lately. Documented in the videos page.

The 4th Before The 4th

early morning before crowds

we flap on as long as we may flap

Mary Poppins / Travers / Disney

For Jo’s IndieWeb Movie Club of June 2025, I watched 2 movies. Mary Poppins and Saving Mr. Banks. I find myself not sure how I feel, or rather having too many feelings about each to really narrow down my feelings to a pithy recommendation about the films. I feel like I could write an essay, or at least ramble extemporaneously, for 30 minutes without stopping on the ideas in each work. Fictional, metafictional, the role of childhood, and parents for creators of art meant to be enjoyed by children, that art can be a kind of therapy–to right the wrongs visited upon us in childhood. It’s all just too much.

So what to write? I will include some observations from my notes watching each film. And even though I have a stronger recommendation for the story behind the story, both films have my recommendation.

Mary Poppins (1964)

  • the music is delightful
  • the eye-lines between humans and animated characters in the animated parts don’t quite work (it would be years before we got that right in film, with Roger Rabbit)
  • the penguins are undoubtedly great
  • in the song about Dick Van Dyke’s character there’s a sequence of lines that are meant to be a compliment to his character Bert, but also somewhat indict men, because most men ladies ought to fear, presumably:
    • You’d never think of pressing
      Your advantage
      Forbearance is the hallmark of your creed
      A lady needn’t fear when you are near
  • Julie Andrews as Mary Poppins is indeed a delight, meant to be somewhat stern but unfailingly positive, caring, witty, kind
  • Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious is quite good, as is Spoonful of Sugar
  • I didn’t grow up watching this film. When it would show up on television (I grew up mostly post-VCR) it’s not one my family sought out
  • When I did watch it as a kid I did not understand it. I didn’t understand the jumps between “real life” and the “creative fantasy” and the “magic realism” of Poppins flying in on an umbrella. Even as a child I had to have some sense of why things were happening, and pure fantasy like this interleaved with realism confused me. I had the same problem with Willy Wonka at that age. It was scary to me because I could not reconcile the real with the fantastic. I needed clearer boundary between, as in The Wizard of Oz, where Kansas is Real, and Oz is Fantastic, and they do not overlap.
  • I have an easier time with such fantasy now. Things like, say, Birdman or Naked Lunch or Pee Wee’s Big Adventure can shift in tone and meaning and I can “read” the film better.
  • I enjoyed it, but on re-watch I definitely felt for my young self, confused by the film. I remember my parents taking care to explain movies to me, that they were “not real,” and “it is just a story.” I suspect what they saw in me as parents was terror and confusion, and they were comforting me. It seems of course ridiculous for a child to need reminding that the terrible forest fire Bambi is not real, but I was apparently a kid who needed that. Poppins wasn’t that, exactly, but it’s part of a spectrum of unreality that I had a hard time processing.

Saving Mr. Banks (2013)

  • This movie is not documentary, but it is about the point at which P.L. Travers meets with Walt Disney and his team in Burbank to sort out whether Disney will actually get to buy the rights to make Mary Poppins
  • It is certainly fictionalized, but it has elements of truth about it
  • The Sherman Brothers are eternal geniuses, and it’s a treat to see them here, there’s a documentary about them: The Boys: The Sherman Brothers Story
  • Why Disney would put up Travers at the Beverly Hills Hotel when the work were at the studios over the hill in Burbank still strikes me odd, but also, the Beverly Hills Hotel really is nice. And it is only 12 miles, really.
  • Travers is so stern she seems impossible as a character, and her arc from resisting the adaptation and despising and dismissing Californian frippery is cartoonish, but her tone is borne out during the credits, as she critiques the work Disney’s teams do
  • It’s set in 1961, and Poppins was released in 1964 — animation then and now takes a long time
  • Tom Hanks is pitch perfect as Walt Disney
  • Disney died in 1966 of cancer and for me that looms large over this narrative, that’s just 5 years away in the film’s timeline, and the release of Poppins is August 1964. Lung cancer diagnosis would be November 1966, and he’s dead a month later. It is better to live today than then.
  • Until about a decade ago I’d have told you that Walt Disney was alive when I was a child. We watched his introductions on The Wonderful World of Disney on tv until the late 1970s. I had the impression he died in maybe 1978. It’s a very strange feeling to think I had such a poor sense of the man’s actual life. Truly Disney made of himself a myth. A myth based in reality but a mythic figure even now
  • The scene, very small, of Travers barging in on Disney smoking, which he hid assiduously, and his expression of shame over the smoking hits me hard every time I see it
  • Scenes of creative conflict I love, scenes of characters coming to reevaluate their own creations, that kind of metatext, are absolutely catnip for me
  • There’s a bit where Disney invites Travers to visit Disneyland, and she goes, and lets loose, somewhat, and I buy it. It’s almost too pat, and like I said, it’s a movie, so there’s bound to have been some collapsing of the narrative to tell the story of Walt “selling” Travers that he will do right by her creation, but I buy it every time I watch the film.

If you get a chance to watch both films in the same short span, I recommend it.

Trailer for Saving Mr. Banks

Next week the Comics-themed group show starts up at Subterranean coffeehouse in North Park. It’s a great neighborhood to come hang out in. Bookstores, art stores, costume stores, used toy stores all in a tight radius. Great coffee and food and a mellow hangout. Follow @arthang_sandiego & @subterranean_northpark for more and get down there. I have a piece up called “Cousins.” There are some really amazing pieces for this group show.

It’s been a long week

Some work was being done on my favorite pier today. I think it is near ready to reopen.

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